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Slip Sliding Away September 29, 2005 I’ve been thinking for some time now that I should do a blog or something like that. Mostly what’s stopped me is wondering if anyone would even want to read it! The last two days have held some of the most intense and toxic energies I’ve experienced in a long time. I was totally immersed in the lower vibration energies and couldn’t seem to find my way out to save my sanity. This morning there was a new “What’s Up On Planet Earth?” audio energy alert and Karen Bishop talked about how difficult it is right now for us all to be in the higher vibrations and still try and function in the dense, lower vibrations as the ways things used to work doesn't feel quite right anymore. I can totally relate to that! Doing simple things like going to the grocery store and the post office, for me, have taken on a whole new persona as it’s like wading through fog or something equally dense and distortional as I interact with those who are there to do their job and I’m there to try and accomplish something. I sometimes feel like I'm moving really fast while those around me are stuck in perpetual slow motion! What I’ve also been experiencing is a very pronounced and apparent shifting of realities. I will come out of a store and before I get into my car I will “see” the air around me ripple and it’s like I am moving from one reality to another. I have asked that my car and the space just around it always be free of interference and distortion, so I can sometimes feel that I am moving through a type of clearing field before I can get in and drive away. Weird… There has been a huge amount of anger energy around the last 2 days that has impacted me hugely. Intense anger and even virulent hatred. I live quite close to the major highway that runs through this valley in central Idaho and talk about road rage lately... whoooeeee!!!! Sure, the energies have been really intense this whole year and especially the last month or two. Yet this is totally dialed up to the red zone type of intensity! I had to take to my bed and sleep in most of the day today because its impact knocked me on my ass this morning during the morning commute. And since we all know that our bodies are the last to take on and adjust to the massive changes that we’ve all been going through, and we are moving massive amounts of energy all around us, my body just said, “Time out” and down I went! Anyway, feeling much better this afternoon as the old stuck s*** that I’ve been carrying and feeling these last few days is moving on. I sure do like it when it moves on… kind of like that obnoxious relative that comes to stay too long and you want to boot them out onto the street!! It's just getting to that place where it gets unstuck and begins to make that oozing away motion like warming molasses or hot lava... So, I’m breathing and choosing what I desire for myself in MY reality. Over. P.S. - Karen B. suggests playing with friends or animals and being in nature as a way to rapidly bring oneself back to the higher vibration. I find that doing a Q&A for someone does this for me :-) It's all about doing something that makes you feel good and letting go of everything else as much as you can at this time. We are in a bit of a holding pattern at this time and it's good to take advantage of any down time as much as possible. I also fully empower myself to get away from people and be with myself without the residual guilt or anxiety of not being there for someone else. If I don't take care of myself first, then I don't have anything for someone else!
Making Things Right October 31, 2005 What a month! I had a birthday on Saturday and it was quite a doozie for me. I did some really intense energy work yesterday with my friend Linda that triggered some of the deepest clearing of the feminine energies I’ve experienced this year. What came to me as we worked with the Divine Feminine Goddess Kwan Yin on opening abundance portals was the transmuting of some divine feminine fear and failure. So many women that I’ve experienced and interacted with in this life have had the energy of failure running in them, the fear of success and this is in part what we were working on. The energy that was triggered in me for healing in great intensity was the energy of “making things right” for other people. And most often to the detriment of myself. In other words, in assisting and facilitating others to be right, do right, live right and so on, I would commit myself to failure as the opposing energy in that equation, to be in balance in the world of duality and polarity where for every action there is an equal and opposing reaction. An additional energy thread running through this cloth was the energy of attempts at making myself “right” so that my father wouldn’t hate me so much, whatever it took to do this, spawning overachiever programs and responses and so on that also had built-in failure systems. See, when you are living your life based on someone else’s criteria or assumed criteria, there can never be any true success as there is no soul deep satisfaction or completion on the inner planes where self-worth is born, nurtured and owned. I encountered several of my “little girls” during my processes last night. Little girls who were gifted and perceptive and very much aware of energies not “being right” in others and taking on the burdens of trying to make things right for others in whatever form that took. I was shown many images of the Points of Creation when I bought all of this as mine, made these painful decisions of behavior and action. As I was releasing and allowing myself to be free of it, the pain of those initial encounters was revealed to be from a time of babyhood where there is the whole body connection to external events. In other words, I had so much of this locked in this body that I was shaking and so hot while I was working through it and letting it go. And the despair experienced by those little ones when they were not able to “make things right” for others was heartbreaking in the extreme, unendurable to the extent of causing them to break off and leave me until a time when we could once more come together and reunite in wholeness. In my life, I have walked away from success many, many times. I’ve had this thing in my head like I couldn’t receive success, didn’t deserve success and it wasn’t supposed to be for me, probably because of feeling that I’d failed so many times in earlier childhood experiences. And I’m talking big dollar success here in business as opposed to relationships. I can think of at least 3 specific instances where I intentionally chose another way and those who took my place went on to great abundance and success. Those times are no longer appropriate and those old programs have no basis in our new energy realities. Yet, those old programs are difficult to be free of, aren’t they! They cling like an old musty smell and periodically waft back through, demanding attention. Yet, I’m giving myself permission to allow abundance to be a strong thread in my life now, to release failure energies and to know that “making things right” is not my job or my responsibility.
Chaos!November 7, 2005 For about the last week or so I feel like I’ve been living inside an emotional hurricane, or tsunami. I am wracked with waves of various thoughts and emotions, primarily negative ones and I am having a heck of a time finding those places of serenity and peace within myself! And wasn't that an amazing Crimson Circle shoud on Saturday? I've given myself lots of time to sit and ask that question, "What feeds me?" for various situations and scenarios and have gotten some mind-boggling answers! The audio is already up on the Crimson Circle website and I highly recommend listening.I’ve read some amazing channels this month and you can find them on my Channels page. Here are some passages that jumped out at me and brought energies very much “up” in my face during this time. The words that are in bold are of particular emphasis it seems for me. The Energies for November 2005, The Doorway to Absolute Integrity : The 11:11:11 Portal, Archangel Michael through Celia Fenn“…everything in your life that is not in alignment with Higher Purpose will fall away from you. …” “…It will be helpful to allow yourself to spend time being still in this period. Let the stillness enrich your experience of yourself and your life. Do your best to not allow too much mental activity, description or control. As you practice letting go of control in moments of stillness, it will help you to know you are safe to let go of control in the more complicated scenarios of your life. As you begin instead to trust the stillness, you will find that you become more trusting and responsive. This will allow you to deepen the meaning in your life. …” And… MESSAGES FROM ARCHANGEL MICHAEL * LM-11-2005, “MAINTAINING A PEACEFUL HEART WITHIN A WORLD OF CHAOS” “…Remember, and we repeat, for it is important that you understand the process, each time you lift your consciousness or tap into a higher frequency and incorporate it in any part of your Being, whether it is physical/emotional/mental or etheric, it permeates the very depths of your essence and releases any corresponding impacted or negative energies that resonate at a lower frequency. Many of these energies were imprinted in your etheric and emotional bodies during those ancient experiences of your earliest physical incarnations on the earth plane. They are very powerful indeed and have affected you in every lifetime you have experienced since, adding to and magnifying the negative energies until they held you in bondage, creating tremendous pain and suffering. …” “…These are energies that have kept you from having the perfect health you desire, the strong, attractive body you dream of, the abundance, the power, the relationships, on and on….” “…Again, precious ones, we say, relax, release, and realize that this, too, is just a part of the never-ending spiral. No longer will you be allowed to stagnate or even stay at a certain level very long; time and the process of transformation are moving too rapidly. …” It seems that it truly is “shit or get off the pot time” and the energies are no longer allowing me to waffle in any way. I am finding that from one moment to the next the slightest little thing will set off a mental dialog that is insidious in it’s negativity and words of “wrongness” that are being targeted at me and things I'm experiencing in my life. What is up with that????? How is this feeding me? I have reached a place where I am not even sure if any of it is mine or it’s simply energies that are moving through me… I likened it to living in a sewer a while back because the energies are so ugly in the words that are being used in the thoughts that are coming through. I would love to hear from anyone who is experiencing anything like this in their own life. I am also having stuff come up for me around letting go of control… part of me is fighting tooth and nail to hang on to control and I’m feeling quite schizophrenic in this area. LOL!! How is this feeding me? What’s Up On Planet Earth?, “Oooooooo-wheeeeeeee! Here We Go!”, by Karen Bishop “… As the earlier stages of ascension created a great identity crisis for us, we can now see why. Can you barely remember who you were last year, what your childhood was like, or even who you were a week ago? …” I’m finding it almost impossible to relate to anyone around me who is not working on their spiritual energies at this time because I don’t know who they are anymore as I am changing so rapidly now! I barely recognize anything about myself in my thoughts, feelings and emotions and it makes me a bit dizzy... HOW IS THIS FEEDING ME? Message One:" Moving into the Eighth Dimension: The Work of the Angelic Soul Families and Clans." Archangel Michael through Celia Fenn. “…Many of you will be surprised at who leaves your life at this time, and who may return to your life at this time. There will be many joyful reconnections around this time of the 11:11:11 stargate. …” As another dear friends says… Gack!!!!!!!!! and PPPPfffftttt! And again, how is this feeding me?! Tag, you’re it!
End Program November 15, 2005 What an amazing period of time it’s been over the last week or so. I was led to take much time for myself and sink deep into the energies being made available, to ride that wave and to do lots of work using some new tools. I sat for hours and asked myself, “How does it feed me to ______ ?” The answers were thought-provoking, simply provoking in general and overall they helped me to change my reality in massive ways. I was also led to go deep into my calibrations. Someone had written in a recent channel about our body system being recalibrated after the 11:11 and I felt that I needed to take a close look at how I was already “calibrating” myself. If you’ve never done any personal work with calibrations, it too, is an eye opener. Here’s a couple of examples of questions that I asked myself and got massive clearing in response to:
Calibrations are somewhat like a point in time and space where you have “stuck” yourself in relation to something else and you are never able to move or do anything else unless it’s in relation to that point. When you clear these, lots of stuff moves out and the feelings that you are left with are open and expansive. It’s not easy to do this work, yet it’s well worth while. So after all the heavy energies this last week, especially after the weekend, and the hours and hours of soul searching on what is feeding this current reality, I made a choice to consciously step out of the holodeck and “END PROGRAM” with many areas of my life. The biggest decision was to decide that it was no longer necessary to view myself in relationships as being "right" or “wrong” in any way, or that I had to dedicate my life to “fixing things” in any way, especially for those around me. I have written previously about making things right; “fixing things” is simply a subset of that programming. "Fixing things" implies that there's something "wrong" to begin with! These are old programs of polarity that can trap you quicker than anything! I've always found that when I clear one side of any energy I always have to go for the other side in order to get it all. Then I made a conscious decision to cease playing a particular game on the Gameboard and am moving on without this distraction, as it no longer serves me. I can’t begin to describe how differently I feel today… It’s very much like I have taken off the disguise I’ve been wearing for many years and am taking back my life. The game was fun and interesting while it lasted and I learned much that I will always have with me and will utilize when working with others. It is simply no longer necessary to play that game and my holodeck time with that program is complete!
What Dreams May Come November 25, 2005 The last few days have been really rough with so many ups and downs of feeling and emotion. Holidays are always a trying time for me because I can feel all those people out there with their expectations and agendas, setting themselves up once more for things that don’t happen, families that do not fit in that ideal that we see on the television and read about in books. Yet people somehow approach the holidays with miracles in mind and each year there is a rise and fall of beliefs and judgment. There’s such an energy of failure and disappointment that at times I can hardly get out of bed on those days. The heart crystal activation (Beacons of Light, November 15, 2005) has brought much to the surface for me in regards to my own agendas and expectations of life and family. I had contact with one of my soul mates, the man I was married to for 17 years and who chose to no longer walk this walk with me after 2000. The Harmonic Convergence sure changed a lot of things in my life when I shifted to Plan B! Anyway, we still have a strong connection and it hurts me deeply to feel how his life is going and to once again experience that pain of knowing that the hopes and dreams that we shared together will not happen in this life. Yet, we still hold on to a piece of that dream and make contact with each other once or twice a year. And after that contact I go into a spiral of depression and it takes me a while to climb out because I will always miss him. And speaking of dreams, living in the higher realms is about giving ourselves permission to begin to truly live our dreams and to express ourselves as the divine humans that we are. So, what if you don’t have any dreams or can’t remember what those dreams are? I spent my childhood simply trying to survive from one day to the next and I don’t have any memory of “what I’d like to be when I grow up” kinds of dreams and so I now find myself floundering in this area. I am working on letting go of trying to control everything though ;-) Over the last week I’ve seen the numbers 555 so many times! Here’s what Gillian Beth-Louthan wrote about these numbers: 55, 555, 55:55 And that’s all very interesting except… what does it mean?! LOL!!! Here’s the link to her website if you’d like to read the rest of the articles for this month. www.thequantumawakening.com This excerpt is from her article "Master Numbers".
What a Difference a Day Makes November 29, 2005 Over the weekend I made a huge leap of energy. But first, I found myself deep in the shit and getting deeper with each breath with no end in sight. Perhaps it’s like that old cliché’ that says “things get worse before they get better”. All I know is that things had to get real bad for me before I allowed myself to get out of it. Yup, before I gave myself permission to create something else. If I were working with those who are just now stepping out onto this oftentimes strange and always bizarre ascension journey and could give only one piece of advice. I would say to let go of control and get yourself clear of the fear of the unknown. Almost five years ago Tobias had this to say about me: “…You, dear friend, have walked to the very edge of the line in order to experience going from emptiness to abundance. This will be one of your teachings to others. You will teach how you as a creator, with the element of passion, can bring all things into your life! You will also counsel other humans that things are not always what they think they will be. Do not have assumptions at this point. Do not have expectations. Simply have a divine knowingness. …” This is the first Question in the lesson of “Receive the Fruit of the Rose” from The Creator Series, March, 2001. At the time I submitted the question I was the poster child for ascension poverty, pretty much living out of my car, wondering what the hell I was doing! The year prior to this I'd walked away from the man, the life, the dream job and all the "stuff" that goes along with that life and I set out in my car, with my cat (Mr. Bear) who is the keeper of my sanity at times, to see where this journey would take me. What the hell was I thinking?! LOL!! The reason that I bring this up now is to illustrate that through this whole thing I’ve always taken the most difficult route and that is not something that someone coming along needs necessarily to experience! So now, seven years after I consciously stepped out of that old life, I can easily state that I made this whole process a billion times more difficult for myself than it had to be, because I fought this process the whole way. I fought letting go of control, I fought the infinite number of changes that came to my life and all that was asked of me to do and to give up of the old me by my soul, and I fought the fear that has been my best friend and companion most of this time. So, to those who are now setting out on the road, do yourself a huge favor and work on the fear of changes and fear of the unknown. Work on trusting yourself now and the guidance that you have at every moment of every day. It’s there for you and it won’t steer you wrong. Get your ego out of the way and you will sail through all of this! I moved a ton of energy of the deep painful stuff on Saturday night, went to bed feeling great despair and depression, feeling that I would never be free of this yuck, and woke up into a whole new life and way of living on Sunday. I like the view from here and I sure do love the way it feels! And I know that what helped me to get to this place was that I finally gave up and let go… let it all go. The agendas, the expectations, the fear, the pain and heartache that this life isn’t what I wished it would be and did everything I could think of to try and force it to be different! So, I let go of it all and walked into the divine knowing that instead, this life is perfect for me like this and everything is exactly the way that my divinity planned it for me! And when I can look at it from that point of view, life is pretty damned great! It shall be interesting to see what creations I bring to myself from this new place.
Going With the Flow December 3, 2005 This morning I received the following message from a mailing list that I’ve been on for a long time now. I found it to be quite synchronous as working with the “Flow of Energy” is what I’ve been having fun with much of this past week. These messages are available via subscription at the dailyom website. http://www.dailyom.com/articles/2005/1002.html DailyOM - The Flow Of The Universe November 30, 2005
Let Yourself Be
Carried
The flow of the
universe moves through everything. It's in the rocks that form, get
pounded into dust, and are blown away. It is the blossoming of a flower
born from a seed planted in the spring. The growth cycle that every
human being goes through is part of this natural flow. The current that
takes us down life's paths is this flow. When we move with it, rather
than resisting, we are riding on the universal current that allows us to
flow with life.
Choosing to go with
the flow is often a matter of letting go of the notion that we need to
be in control at all times. The flow is always taking you where you need
to go. It's just a matter of deciding whether you plan on taking the
ride or having it take you there with you dragging your feet. The way that I’ve been specifically working with the “Flow” this week is by flowing money and abundance to me and then checking to see what halts or stops this flow in any way. Then I take a look at the belief system that is causing this. This may sound kind of complicated yet it’s surprisingly quite easy. And the more I give up trying to control anything in the flow, the better it gets! I sit quietly and begin breathing deeply and easily. When I feel peaceful and tranquil I begin imagining that the energy of abundance and infinite money is all around me, simply waiting to come to me. I open myself to the receiving of this and then allow that flow of energy to move through me and out, pulling it in to flow through me and my energy fields. I imagine that this flow is many different colors, depending upon the mood I am in at the time. I vary the colors that I use to imagine this flow of money and abundance, sometimes the energy is green like money and other times it’s more gold. I like the way the gold energy feels and use it the most. I allow my own energy field to expand all around me to about 50 miles in every direction. Then I imagine that my energy field is dancing with the flow of all energies, swirling and whirling like a grand waltz. We speed up in a disco frenzy or rave and we slow and sway to a love song. Doing this flow also seems to help clear any blockages or stuck areas in my energy bodies. I like doing this work at night when the etheric energies around me are quiet and other people are sleeping. I seem to be able to make the clearest and strongest connection at that time to the infinite energies around me. If you’ve been doing your “homework” this month you’ve probably come to recognize how our belief systems affect the flow of energies around us. I certainly have! In working with this flow I’ve encountered some interesting belief systems that were definitely not mine, yet were in my energy field from being in the presence of someone who has very strong, impacted beliefs about money and abundance. The effects on me of encountering a belief system in the flow of energy is the equivalent of driving down the road and running headlong into a barrier. Ouch!!! It stops the flow of energy with a force and certainly gets my attention in a hurry! Then I simply go into the question "What is this?" and "Who does this belong to?" or "Is this mine or someone else's?" (Living in the question is the technique taught through the modality Access Energy for Transformation, which is what I've been using for almost 8 years now to get myself free and clear.) My husband and I both took on a belief system or thoughtform last month from someone that he’s been working with that I called “I will never have enough money”. We “played” with this belief in our own lives for a time, quite uncomfortably I might add, before I recognized that it was in our fields, that it's one that we do not choose to experience anymore and now it’s released. It’s a good idea to give yourself some time each day to check out your energy fields to see if there’s something there that belongs to someone else that’s impacting your life. Lately I’ve been reminding myself of this more and more as I am stepping into choosing what *I* experience in my life at any given time. And when you do come across a belief system or Thoughtform that is not yours or is one that you no longer wish to “play” with, simply give yourself permission to let it go. There’s a great article about giving yourself permission at this url: http://momentsofchoice.com/?p=3 In the higher vibrational realms those old processes that used to be required to get free of anything are no longer necessary. Now, it's simply a question of what we choose to experience for ourselves. You could also ask yourself, "Is this what I would like for myself in this life?" or "Does this serve me?" How does it get any better than this?
More Flowing the Energy Fun December 5, 2005 Here's a little something that I stumbled across a couple of days ago and have been having some fun with playing in the flow of energy. DK Teleconference Class, September 21, 2005 “Magical Manifestation Techniques” Channeled by Terri Newlon, RevTerri@lifetimeaddress.com Djwhal Khul here. Tashi delek. "...I picked today’s topic, “Magical Manifestation Techniques” because it’s really time to move your ability to create magically into a manifested state. ..." To read the rest of this transcript click on the url below:
The Year of Freedom December 8, 2005 Yesterday I received a not so gentle nudging to allow myself to go back and listen to each of the shoud's from this year 2005, the Year of Freedom. Not to read them, but to download and listen to them, as there is a subtle difference in energy in the hearing. So I am doing this over these last few weeks of this year, as a reminder to myself to all that has changed this year and also a reminder of all that I have given myself permission for this year. This has been the year of releasing and clearing the last of the old energies that will not go with me into the new year. "... We are going to be challenging you to embody old fears that you have, things that you have locked away, things that you didn't want to look at. We are going to drag them out for you. We are going to help you see it. We are going to ask you to breathe it in when that fear is so overwhelming that it stops you in your tracks. When you feel you are losing you mind, we are going to ask you to go to the next level to breathe it in and embody it into every cell of your body. Only when it is embodied can it be released. Do you understand? Things that you deny, things that you hate will follow you around. Things that you embody and bring in fully into your reality and love and admire, even if they were dark – and remember what darkness truly is – only when they are embodied can they be released. When they are released, the energy serves you in a whole New way. ..." The Embodiment Series: SHOUD 6: "Freedom of the Soul"
Belief Systems and Oaths, Vows and Etc. December 23, 2005 Last month in the Crimson Circle Shoud 4 we gave ourselves the “homework” of looking at our belief systems and began the exploration of how they create our reality. This was quite a big step into the area we are now firmly headed which will have the potential of changing our day to day reality. I plunged head first into this homework and discovered many, many things for myself. The latest shoud was about looking at what oaths and vows keep us locked into and perhaps even perpetuating those belief systems that no longer serve us. This has been mind blowing to me to explore in myself! From “Access Energy for Transformation” I have come to use the whole phrasing “Oaths, Vows and Etc.” to ask for that energy. The “ETC.” refers to contracts, licenses, agreements, blood oaths, honorings, swearings, and compulsions, through all time, space, dimensions, realities, bodies, lives, souls, group souls, soul groups and aspects and anything secret, hidden, invisible, covert, unseen, unsaid, unacknowledged, and unrecognized . I find that I get a better “read” on the energy when I include those other pieces. In this last Shoud, Tobias (we Shaumbra) spoke of how belief systems impact our lives. At one point he talked about how our “Shadow body” can come forward, making healed, healthy bodies, available to us as we get clear of those belief systems that keep us in ill-health. The words speaking about the shadow body, belief systems and healing and so on didn’t really jump out and grab me at the time, nor did they when I listened to the shoud once again. I’ve long perceived this Shadow body there for me yet I didn’t have a feel for if it was in this reality or not. Recently I facilitated a message for a Shaumbra who was dealing with some health issues and the message and the accompanying images I received were huge!! Here’s the link to this most recent Shoud 5:
Welcome
What I was shown during the message was how belief systems, from all lives and experiences, contribute to our physicality in this life. They are a woven cloth that makes up our lives in all ways. I was shown the effect of clearing and releasing belief systems and their accompanying oaths, vows and etc. on our physical bodies. I was shown how in this present incarnation, where we have chosen to embody and clear ourselves from all other lives, all the belief systems are coming home to roost, so to say, and it’s time to let them go!!! I was shown the grand potential of freeing ourselves from the belief system of what aging is all about for example, and the oaths and so on that still keep us in the “mass consciousness” of what aging looks like, feels like, sounds like, smells like and so on. When you change the belief system, you change your life and you change your body. This is just one of the many potentials for immense change that I was shown. I’ve been playing with this for the last few days and really allowing myself to walk into the energies of what it feels like before I release a belief system and its accompanying oaths and what it feels like afterwards. I was told in a personal message for myself that it does take a bit of time for the body to catch up and that taking time for myself each day to truly love myself is the best thing that I can do during these last days of 2005. The energies have been so intense this month because we are choosing now to be finished with these old energies and are releasing them at a rapid rate. So I pass this on to anyone who reads this and also say to have fun with it! We’ve brought ourselves so many unbelievable experiences throughout time, space and so on, and we are now fully in place to embody those lives and experiences into this one life. It’s a wild ride, that’s for sure! May we move into 2006 renewed, rejuvenated and refreshed and fully sovereign. It's time to step into being who we truly are!! How does it get any better than this?!
Stepping Through the Doorway December 27, 2005 I had an interesting experience yesterday, one that I had originally thought was going to occur on Christmas day. I received a channel recently that read in part: ”… Beginning Monday, December 12, Energy will be sent to Earth. Mikiah likened it to an 'enema' of energy, to clear the residuals of our experiences from our Being. This is in preparation for Christmas, when that Pure, Wise, Part of our Being which has been kept in safe-keeping since prior to the termination of Atlantis, returns and is 'locked in'. …” ~~ Mikiah - December 7, 2005 I was standing in my kitchen yesterday in the early afternoon, talking to my husband, when I was suddenly lit up with energy in every cell of my body! I tingled with this energy for several minutes, sometimes feeling waves flowing through me. I was so tuned inward to this happening that for that time I couldn’t even speak! When I could finally find my voice, I told my husband that I felt like the past was suddenly wiped clean. That’s the only way I could describe it. The rest of the day I was laughing and giggly, feeling lighter and more joyful than I can remember feeling in several years. I’d forgotten that I could even be that joyful in my life! And I am now feeling like I have walked through a doorway into a whole other life, one of ease, joy and glory and it shall be interesting to see what shows up in this place!! BTW, I saw the numbers 555 again last night after this interesting experience :-). How does it get any better than this?!
*** As with anything that I write or post, it's only an interesting point of view in the nowment. YOU are the only one who truly knows what is appropriate for you. © Copyright. Jeane R. Pothier. This work is licensed under a Creative Commons License.
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